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Saturday, January 10, 2009

It's scary how time whizzes like crazy...
Turning 30 next year...the big '3'.

I'll be 29 this year, but I still feel very much 'girly'
I am feeling the same feeling when I was 20
Very much see the same things when I was 20

Is there a formal ritual for entering 'womanhood'?
To somehow reduce this feeling..
Incomplete, unfulfilled, unfinished
I'm unsure of how else to explain this complex emotion

Almost 30 years have gone by
I'm sure I've not done enough...
As a 'hamba', a daughter, a friend, a sister, an employee, etc

Probably I have 40 years or more or less to go
God knows

How long or how short it may be ....
I pray that I will be a better person each day for the remaining years of my life

naniz @ 8:34:00 PM

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