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Saturday, January 10, 2009

It's scary how time whizzes like crazy...
Turning 30 next year...the big '3'.

I'll be 29 this year, but I still feel very much 'girly'
I am feeling the same feeling when I was 20
Very much see the same things when I was 20

Is there a formal ritual for entering 'womanhood'?
To somehow reduce this feeling..
Incomplete, unfulfilled, unfinished
I'm unsure of how else to explain this complex emotion

Almost 30 years have gone by
I'm sure I've not done enough...
As a 'hamba', a daughter, a friend, a sister, an employee, etc

Probably I have 40 years or more or less to go
God knows

How long or how short it may be ....
I pray that I will be a better person each day for the remaining years of my life

naniz @ 8:34:00 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2009

I missed last mth's reunion with the gals, whom I've known since I was 13. So, well...meeting up on Friday with this one person from the group was definitely great! We chatted about everything in life...past, present and the unknown future.

Meeting up with her made me realise that we have so much things to talk about but so little time.

We share one passion - travel. Except she's more well-travelled and is definitely more adventurous than I am. Dunno when I can reach Europe!

We have similar goals in life - that have not been achieved yet. We are definitely almost far behind in the 'race.' But well...it will happen one day. Like what she said 'we have different paths in life.'

And I will remember her words that I do not need to live for others...well, sometimes.
Girl power!!

Spa trip confirmed! Cant wait to recharge!

naniz @ 1:43:00 PM

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