Thursday, May 28, 2009
AT A CROSSROADThe feeling of turning
30 next year is like turning 20
Not that of embarking into adulthood cos I felt that for the last 8 years.
It's more of the 'what to do with my life' kind of feeling.
I'm thinking....
I can't be doing a Corp Comm job till I'm 50
My ideas would be 'un-fresh', old fashion...I'm sure
I'm even thinking of specialising in something else
Like graphic design
Or be a professional translator/interpreter for some languages
Or make my own money out of something which I cant figure out what yet
I'm thinking if my savings are enough to take care of myself, my parents and my youngest sibling
I'm a lost 29-yr old single soul looking for the best path in lifeAnd I seem to be too lazy to socialise now...I dunno why
I rather stay at home do my own stuff like revising my Arabic, finish my household chores
A treat would be watching re-runs of Friends and watching DVDs
But I do realise socialising is good for me.
Thank God for my galfrens who've been dating me the last few weeks.
Am I worrying too much?
It sucks facing uncertainty and the unknown
God guide me pls...
naniz @ 12:08:00 PM